Well since i have pretty much neglected my artistic duties i might as well just say whats on my mind right here..

I'm still in San Diego and its pretty awesome here i guess..i got a job and im payin child support like i am suppose to. I miss my daughter and my family and i really want to go back but i know that my boyfriend wont come back with me..he has made up his mind about never leaving sd unless he absolutely has to..and if he ever does leave than its just gonna be to his friends up north...which is bogus..but then i figured that if he really did care for me as much as he says he does than he'd follow me back east. If he doesnt, well then i know the truth..
I really dont have the heart to leave him but its my daughter we are talking about. and i dont really care who says what, my daughter is more important than a man. I think im going to leave it up to him if we wil stay together or not. Though i do love him with all my heart...if he's too stubbourn and thick headed and wont follow me back..than we just werent meant to be i guess..it hurts for me to say that too. Im torn between my two loves each having one half of my little beat up heart.
I am trying to keep up on my art but between work and house keeping and sleep i cant really find the time..I am getting better though